Things are getting better, it's just taking a long, long, long time.
I've decided that I need to stop thinking about where I used to be or what I was capable of and focus on accepting where I am now. This is my baseline, I need to work on improving from here.
Coulda, Woulda, Shoulda, Used to don't have a place in my vocab anymore.
I've been doing my 15 min rides every second day. Helen took me up to the velodrome last week and taught me how to ride around on the blue line. I've been riding up there whenever I can. I've also done my own little Brunswick-Roibax on the cobbled lane ways around my house.
Pilates is very challenging. I feel like I'm improving and I am enjoying the classes. I need to find a way to keep this in the schedule even when I'm back to full gas.
I've also done a little running. The first couple of times it really hurt, buy my body quickly remembered how to do it.
I love running. Just love it.
Fatigue continues to be an issue but that also is improving. It's all upside from here.
